“That it will never come again is what makes life sweet.”

updating...

2009-10-20T16:28:00.002+08:00

i've decided to update my blog. know why? cause i cant be worse than e jia! joking. =p
there a good news and a bad news.
the good news is, i PASSED my add maths.
and bad news is, i might fail my BM for this term.
but who cares?
I DO! i dont wanna get positioned the first few counting from the back.
yea, lame shit you might be saying. fyi, i got that from brandon and li shuo.
anyway, toodleloo. im gonna enjoy my movie forgetting how my results ruined my day. (:

mang ning,iwantmypicturesandimissmybaby. <3

45 things a girl wants but will not ask for!

2009-08-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

1 . Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything – only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*

THEY MIGHT DENY IT BUT THEY ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE THEM

26-don't lie to HER.*
27-DON'T cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
34 . While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

you'll never know when she needs just a lil more love

2009-08-13T16:50:00.004+08:00

I LOVE YOU

THERE'S NOTHING MORE THAT I CAN SAY

R.I.P MJ

2009-06-26T20:54:00.004+08:00

25th june 2009, a tragic day. king of pop, michael jackson has been announced dead this morning. maybe he was disgraced by the scandals a few years ago but he was actually a success too. he brought joy to the world with his beloved music and has changed many peoples lives. the king of pop he is. millions of people out there waiting for his return. too bad it is not coming true after his death has announced. michael jackson collapsed at a rented home of his and died shortly after about an hour in coma. cause of death is still currently unknown.
fans gathered to mourn for him. lets too do so. we miss you MJ!

2009-06-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

a month and a day baby.

iloveyoubaby. <3>

2009-06-04T12:54:00.003+08:00

sorry for my crankiness baby. maybe i was too tired. but i was really happy that you came at last. (:

i lovey de supercamp

2009-06-04T12:46:00.002+08:00

supercamp was AWESOME!

iloveyoubaby. <3

Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

2009-05-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

im happy with what i have now.
ill be happier if my friends could get along with each other. although im not involved in the fight but still, you know... who on earth would like to be on the fence about which side to stand on.
anyway i still love you girls. you know you love me. XOXO. lol

iloveyoubaby. <3

ameaningfullifeofmine.blogspot.com

2009-05-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

thanks for relinking. (:

iloveyoubaby. <3

i love you

2009-03-27T22:23:00.004+08:00

it was the 23rd of march, 08.30pm.

he was lying on the couch, watching tv.

then god took him away from us, to a better place.

he was born in the year 1932, 77 years old this year.

he died in peace and atleast thats one good thing.

his face and his voice, i will remember.

i will always love you, grandpa. <3

-------^v^v

2009-02-26T19:54:00.007+08:00

just for your information, im not dead yet. its just that i hadn't been free to update my blog before this. i have been busy running up and down and left and right and north and south and east and west for the icc banner. not only monday, wednesday and friday or tuesday and thursday, in fact everyday i have to stay back to do the banner. anyway there's one thing i realised. i realised that i have been crapping starting form the first word. i think i should stop it now if not i bet you guys will just click on the 'x' button on the top right corner on your monitor screen and quit reading this post.
*serious*
i have bangs now! i chopped off my long long punya fringe! (not really long actually) *still cant get serious. i was born to be lame not influenced by mang ning.*

proof

oh. kelvin. and here's your belated birthday post. sorry lah kawan. hadnt been free before this as i've told you.

happy belated birthday! (:

2009-01-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

happy chinese new year! (:

greetings from,

jinee

Drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past. Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go.

2009-01-13T19:04:00.002+08:00

for those who are currently reading this post, please take note. you would need lots and lots of patience to finish it. (:

okay, there you go! my first post for this new, waited-our-necks-long-for-it-to-unfold-when-it-was-still-2008 year, 2009. cut it short, the year 2009. yup. fortune teller can tell that question marks would be spilling out from my head and i would be suffering for the next 365 days. no no no! 352 days to be exact. its had been almost half a month since new year and two weeks to a month since i last updated my blog. but who cares? im bringing back almost a hundred tonnes of homework from school everyday and they are driving me crazy! and being the assistant monitor of the class which classroom is located on the highest level of the furthest block is seriously tiring. i have to climb up and down and up and down everyday. but its kind of a good opportunity to rid myself of all those boring lessons.
if you are still reading now, thanks for your patience! have a nice day. (:

PMR results will be released next Tuesday, 30 Dec

2008-12-26T17:47:00.004+08:00

gosh! pmr results will be released next tuesday. 30 dec 2008 is gonna be the day. i have been living on my nerves since the day i read this. on the one hand, im anxious about my results turning out to be not good, but on the other hand, im dying to know how bad my results would be. AH!!!!!!!!!! anyway, good luck to all of you out there and may all of you sail through your exams. (:

Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer

2008-12-25T22:28:00.003+08:00

Christmas is the gentlest, loveliest festival of the revolving year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

happy birthday babe!

2008-12-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

she just turned 15 24minutes ago.
she's no longer a child. still cute though.
she's a nice girl. and of course a nice friend. duh....
and LIM JAE HAAN. better treat her well or i'll slice you.

camwhore session

2008-12-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

sunway pyramid, second floor ladies?

lol? jia's idea.

2008-12-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

you know what?

I LOVE ME!

and i know you do too. just admit it

proof

2008-12-18T15:19:00.003+08:00

do believe you eyes! ;)
this wasnt only for posing.
i did really steer the boat.

as you wish...

2008-12-17T19:07:00.044+08:00

do you know it actually took me more than three hours to complete this post? hell lots of pictures to upload. you'll know why am i not blogging in the mean time you scroll down.

well, cambodia was fun. i've learnt abit of khmer. first three days we spent time in siem reap visiting tonle sap, angkor wat and a few other places. then we took off to phnom penh by the so-called-limousine-bus. the six hours on road journey really flattened my butt. in cambodia you can still see kereta lembu on road and the cows are so pitifully skinny. no, i should say, all the animals there are skinny, not only for cows. in phnom penh, what i did was doing my russian sale at the russian market everyday, playing pool everyday, watching tv everyday, playing with the dogs everyday, baked cheese tarts, went for massage and... details? not going to tell. why? cause im lazy. pictures actually do talk, dont they? we'll tell after you finish reading this post.

steung siem reap hotel

its a 4 stars weh. dont play play

took a little walk at the morning market before lunch time

got a gelato to chill

had lunch at the blue pumpkin cafe

i love that place man!

blur but you still can see that is a super comfortable place.

the ginger-campur-apple-campur-peppermint juice

pumpkin soup?

tonle sap

and the boat rental was like 50 USD
and i got to steer the boat. i know im cool.
for a while only of course.

going to school?

and they actually rear pigs on water. wtf?

sea or lake?

we bought this

and gave it to them.

its a floating school on tonle sap

dinner

the biggest coconut i've ever seen

cultural dance dancers

angkor wat

cantik leh?

lala? lol

im a poser, aint i?

wasnt posing okay? i was just resting

kids only. ;p

guess what? the pineapple was sweet and the mango was sour

sedikit sedikit lama lama jadi bukit

swimming pool. restricted only for the kings and queens.

gundik-gundik sila pergi to the smaller one next to this

the ruins

this place used to be the royal conference hall

war victims

the tom rider place?

spot the face there?

the moat

big huh? or i should say huge

jonathan threatened to push me down. i do know how to swim.

but its 8-10 metres deep. better dont mess

jon went in and he came running out and say its very spooky inside

im sorry that i had invaded their privacy

but isnt it cute carrying that baby behind?

lean on the wall here and hit yourself on the chest.

you'll hear drum

amazing huh?

i was very impressed by the carvings on the walls

they were huge!

that pose wasnt my idea.

the photographer made me do that

the woeful skinny chicken which looks like a bird

it made us walk up the hill

and

climbed up the steps to come this place

but its worth it

the night market

then took a tutut back to the hotel

leaving

bye bye siem reap

the bus stopped by at kampung thom

and we saw these

dont freak yourself out. its dellicious actually

i found out something...

its hard to snap a nice picture on a moving bus

uncle kc has his own pool table at home. thats the benefit staying over at his place, can play pool anytime

and i'll upload the picture of me steering the boat to prove you wrong if you dont believe. its in mom's phone so i'll do it the next time i update my blog

on hiatus till im back

2008-11-17T15:09:00.003+08:00

yes. i packed. marcus, i think it would be better if you could buy yourself an air ticket than going into my luggage because i dont have one which is big enough to fit you in and i wouldnt want to repack my stuffs. and one more thing is, im not that kind of giving you an opportunity to fly free in my luggage. haha. anyway, you and i know we were just joking right? okay, cut the crap.
ill be boarding the plane tomorrow at seven in the morning. so yeah, dont call me after that. jeez. i might have to wake up at four and go to the airport. anyway, we'll be staying over at Siem Reap for two days, will be visiting the ancient Angkor Wat and stuffs. and then off to Phnom Penh to visit my uncle, shop and stuffs. coming back on the twenty-fourth. night flight if ive not mistaken. ill blog about it when im back.

miss you guys. (:

enjoy your holidays!

If you're happy and you know it, Clap your hands. Clap-clap

2008-11-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

I'm Happy. I'm Happy. I'm Happy. I'm Happy. I'm Happy. I'm Happy.

even though you're an idiot, as long as you're not blind you can see that i'm happy now. kind of relieved too. i tended to give up since last week and i dont know what made yi han so anti me to think about him anymore. so, finally, eventually... I GOT OVER HIM! still friends la of course. i intended to make myself happier, i went SHOPPING!
woke up early in the morning and went to mid valley for my facial appointment and mom went for her haircut somewhere there. seriously my mom's hairdresser was really really hot. not to say hot, i mean handsome to be exact. after that, went for lunch with yi han. we decided to go to mcdonald's since we have not been there for a long long long time. met jae haan and yuli there. of course they were as sweet as usual. after lunch yi han went back to work, mom and i did a little shopping. nothing much to shop at mid because i have been there for more than a thousand times. there's actually some metrojaya brands warehouse sales thingy going on at the mid valley exhibition hall. things there are selling in a super low price. there's HIDESIGN, GUESS, GANT, RAOUL ladies, NINE WEST and stuffs. i spotted a pair of sandal that i have been looking for a long long long time. i was so happy but when the promoter said:" sorry, no size. this is the last pair.'' i suddenly fell from heaven to hell. then i found a pair of nine west sandal. super nice i can tell. who knows last pair again. grr............... we left the place with a renoma tshirt for my little brother. then spotted a nice pair in VINCCI. since i really really need a pair of sandal for my cambodia trip, yeah, i bought it although it isnt as nice as the nine west and the quality aint that good. or i'll have nothing to wear. bought my shoe, can go back already. it was raining cats and dogs outside. so we gave yi han a lift to parkson oug where her mom was there waiting for her, then headed home.
for heaven's sake, i actually cooked tonight's dinner. boleh tahan la. can eat can eat, wont die wont die. haha. i guess im stopping here since nothing much after that. and im going to sleep. goodnight. (:

Crush- David Archuleta

2008-11-11T16:09:00.002+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Giving someone all your love is not an insurance that they will love you back.

2008-11-08T21:31:00.004+08:00

well. today is the first day of our year end holiday. spm is next week so secondary school students have got to start their school holiday a week earlier than the primary school students. i bet everyone had been looking forward for this most wonderful time of the year. instead of feeling happy, i actually started feeling blue since the day i realized it is the last week of school. holiday is only the part of the reason. the other reason, okay, god knows and my besties know. im not really in the mood to talk about the old stuffs, ill just post up the pictures and you guys can see for yourselves. did some add math questions today. all i can say is that I HATE ADD MATH. and i went driving range last night. i'd missed practicing golf since a month pmr started. and now karma, i had a backache and muscle pain on the hand. sad case. anyway, i've got to know a junior golfer. and wow he's real good. even my dad got really impressed. my inertia is asking my to stop here. pictures after all.

JOGOYA

the left overs

not happy? get yourself drunk

the S-C-H-O-O-L

i love my school!

MID VALLEY. where i go almost every friday after school

Starbucks

DRIVING RANGE

tsk tsk. lazy boys

daddy

my little 4 years old cousins junior golf set. cute right?

(:

2008-11-05T13:49:00.004+08:00

eh fish ball, i tau update lah! malas only. :p

well, i went to school today. not really school actually. went to the one academy for the t-shirt printing workshop i had signed up for before pmr. and the bus came late. the common and stupid reason again, raining and traffic jam. was actually drizzling and i was wondering why would the fine rain causes traffic jam. thanks to the rain and the jam, we were late when we reached the campus. they did a short introduction which of course about their campus and then we started painting our t-shirts. they picked the best five and guess what, mine was the third. nothing special after that. left the place and headed back to school then home sweet home. so yeah, i guess i'll just let the photos talk.

my masterpiece

and

the prizes

STARBUCKS COFFEE

2008-10-29T12:35:00.004+08:00

i love starbucks! <3

not that uncle of course.

yeehoo!!!

2008-10-25T11:19:00.006+08:00

maybe marcus is right. i can start blogging back since pmr is already over. or maybe i should. i have not blogged since the week before pmr. i was busy STUDYING before pmr and i am busy PLAYING after pmr. i'll just stop the crap by the way. isn't that i'm blogging now after all? due to my inertia, i'll just cut everything short.

first day after pmr. (:

elly and ken and shi yi and wai soon and e jia and mark and i went mid valley after our pmr last paper. well it seems a lot of us but it was actually seven of us. elly, ken, shi yi and wai soon disappeared after they bought their movie tickets. so i tagged along with jia and mark. sorry guys! (: watched Eagle Eye and met my primary pals. jia left when the movie was about to end because her mom came. after the movie i went to shop for awhile then went starbucks to read the new book that i just bought that day. then marcus came to accompany me and elly came after her movie. it was raining cats and dogs outside so we decided to leave early cause mr jonathan wong luke keith said the rain wouldn't end so fast. so we left. elly came to my place for dinner and her dad came to fetch her after that.

cheese! pmr is over

and i gone nuts.

thursday (23/10)

went sunway to teman the both of my just-broke-up pals to sing their lungs out. then went yogur berry for dessert. (: cheers friends!

talk to elly's hand
yi han.. (:

friday (24/10)

went to school. felt so lifeless in school. played psp and scrabble (as seen in picture) in school. nothing to do so elly and i went to get some fresh air outside the class. we were tearing leaves and jonathan gave us a what-are-you-doing face when he saw us doing that. :p

after school, went meeting. nothing much in meeting and i don't know what was wrong with elly so we left early. went mid valley after that. met marcus up for house bunny and shopped with elly and yuli after the movie. bought a bag and a seventeen mag. met yi han after her work and went madame kwan's to eat since i had not eaten my lunch. shopped awhile again after eating then went home.

cool huh? (: thanks to wei wei and i

late lunch at madame kwan's

and i know the pictures are ugly

last and not least the turtle yi han conteng-ed on my science book. i promised to post this up and i did it. (:

okay. my evil brother is making noise here. i have to pass the computer to him. chao! have a nice day.(:

late update. 29.09.2008

2008-09-30T13:23:00.009+08:00

i'm not going to talk much but let the pictures do the talking in this post cause i'm lazy. it started early in the morning. since this thursday is a public holiday so teacher replaced the science tuition on monday. in the MORNING. after tuition i decided to go to yi han's place to do some studies. yi han then came out with a brilliant idea- study at the pool side. since the host suggested so the guest followed. here are some pictures we took.

we memang studied

han's bottle and i just got myself an exactly same one too. (:

HANTU!

yi han loves to cam whore when she's bored

yi han bullied me
she was bored again

then mr. aaron sheah video called. i mean the 3G video call not the msn web cam video call. boon hong and brandon were at his house. talked crap with them. here are some pictures taken without them noticing i guess. haha. (x

aaron sheah

brandon goh

leong boon hong

brandon on the bed

boon with the guitar

eh aaron. this one quite nice
boon with his phone

the second call. boon went home this time but brandon said it ain't true. i don't know which is true but no boon hong this time.

brandon's middle finger

brandon sleeping
aaron looked sleepy

then bye bye

mom came around 6 something. she talked to yi han's mom. non stop till i bising bising cause i still have to attend another tuition at 8. so finally we left at 7. nothing much happened after that. tuitioned and home sweet home. lastly tidur. that's all for the day.

tears been streaming down my cheeks

2008-09-26T16:43:00.002+08:00

i have not been feeling well since recess ended. the whole body of mine is like burning inside out and i dont know why. i'm kind of blue today because i had lose my pooch. not the real pet dog i have at home of course. it is the one i used to like hang it on my pencil case. it is actually i birthday present from yi han. and so sad that i have lost it. i'm so so sorry yi han. and bye doggie. ):
did nothing much today. got back from school, had my lunch, watched a bit of tv show, took my bath and came online. i actually replied the wrong thing to the wrong person for a few times. gosh i'm seriously out of focus. first i sent something that i supposed to reply pey jing to june. then i sent something that i supposed to reply yi yin to pey jing. i'm sorry yeah. i guess i need to go take a nap for now. that's all for today. bye bye (:

dedicated to chao yan

2008-09-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

well the main purpose i came online is just to post this. i'm dedicating this post to a sick friend of mine, chao yan. (: get well soon! we want our hyper bunny back. (: and sorry. i know i'm kind of late but still better than nothing right? (:

first day of kasturi pmr seminar

2008-09-20T16:48:00.002+08:00

today is the first day going to kasturi seminar. woke up quite early. took my bath then mom sent me to the bus stop to meet yi han. i was a bit late. *sorry* chan chung and his friend were there too. and four of us took bus to kasturi together. went kl 1 and i saw quite a lot of them i know. went to kl 3 to register and got a nice place for myself. chan chung called and we went out to meet them for breakfast. while walking out of the class we heard someone were like talking about us which made me ... okay fine. don't feel like talking about them. lets just skip this part. we didn't really had our breakfast. grabbed a cup of drink and went 711 to wait for June. got to meet her boy. and sorry June, honestly i don't really like him and his friends. the seminar started and we rushed back. instead of the lift we took the stairs and climbed up from ground floor to the third. first we had history. the teacher was quite fun. kept scolding bloody hell. lol. then we had science. SIMON SIEW. he gave us some funny sentences to help us memorizing the science thingy. i remember one of it is like Porn Sex Can Make All Zebra In Thailand Lose Control. something like that. damn sweat. no comment about him. to me, he's just kind of weird. still a good teacher though. last we had bm. questions given were kind of tough and the teacher was kind of funny. that all for the seminar today. left and met jia while yi han and i were on our way walking to kl 1 to meet my friends up. met marcus and lots of friends. went McDonald's then xiao yun came and we had our lunch there. took bus home with them after our lunch. reached home and mom started nagging me to study since i on my computer. don't care and here i am. i'll go study after this i guess. (:

exhausted

Wednesday

went to some beauty fair at PWTC with mom. i saw amber chia there and i actually took a pic with her. :D but i look ugly in that pic.

and hey. i'm not that short okay. her heels were actually about one inch higher than mine. so Lim Jae Haan, i'm not short!

candles & lanterns

2008-09-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

Saturday
moon cake festival? moon cake festival isn't really like a moon cake festival for me because i don't really like moon cakes. for me, it seems to be candle festival more than moon cake. this year i celebrated this moon cake day at my grandparents place. the day was usual. i was the champion of that day. the last one to wake up. (x as usual la. *claps* i had been studying history for the whole long afternoon. took a quite early dinner. after dinner.... candles time. strictly for kids only. including me as i'm only 15 this year though i was the eldest among my cousins. messed around with the candles and lanterns. lame. but quite fun though. acted real retarded. pictures will tell the rest.

playing with fire is fun. but remember. don't burn your house down. (x

i don't know who did this

so happy ah?

never see candle before?

last and not least. lantern.

happy moon cake festival! (:

Penilaian Menengah Rendah

2008-09-07T16:21:00.003+08:00

i read aaron's blog just now. then only i realised that pmr is just FOUR MORE WEEKS AHEAD! all the best to those who are sitting for this penilaian menengah rendah this year. (:

the past two days

2008-09-07T14:37:00.003+08:00

there was a spot check on Friday. sad to say elly's, jia's and my phone got confiscated. and happy to say that three of us got it back because it was our first time. =D that stupid prefect (i have forgotten her name) she was real stupid. she was holding my phone and while waiting for the other prefect to write down my name, she was like flipping my phone open and close, open and close, open and close as like its a toy phone. i cant stand her and i shouted: ROSAK LA! and you know what? she asked me to shut up. wtf.
after school, went meeting as usual but the meeting wasn't usual. i think there was only around twenty of us attended. talked crap then dismissed. went mid valley then. with elly and ken. i was the verybrightlamppost. see! because of you two i need to suffer! you owe me. watched Babylon alone. they were way two rows behind me. fine. at least i had a chance to watch in peace. after the movie we went home. elly's dad was stuck in a traffic jam and he came late to fetch her up. she ended up late for her tuition.
at night. watched zohan. that movie was nice. very horny though. went to bed after the movie. i was too tired and i fell asleep while messaging. (: sorry yeah.

Saturday. skipped school. went to kasturi to register for the seminar thing with yi han. went mid valley next. had our lunch at madame kwan's again and shopped a little. went straight to yi han's place after that. we went gym and i had dinner at her place. messed with her sisters and watched 21 and the idontknowwhattaiwaneseseries showing on 8TV. that show was stupid la. especially xiao zhu. the way he plays basketball was real stupid and he tucked in his jersey like a nerd. played cards. mom and dad came to pick me up at around 9. reached home and took my shower. read and messaged a bit. went to bed quite early.

Sunday. woke up at around 11. had my breakfast, watched tv and came online. (:

i'm free :D

2008-09-04T18:50:00.002+08:00

aha. trials are finally over. felt so relieved after handing in the last paper. kemahiran hidup. the paper wasn't really tough though i never study. my stomach have been cramping since last night. well. someone knew my bloody friend is coming for a visit soon ( you know who you are). (; let's skip over the examinations part since its already over. but the coming one would be PMR. tuhan bless me...
reached home kind of early cause its the annually puasa month. (: mom went out and so i was home alone. watched tv and then mom came home, and my brother. 'early edition' just ended then my brother switched the channel to cartoon network. okay. fine. and i ended up watching tom and jerry with him. after tom and jerry was naruto. since i'm not interested in it, i went up to my room then. messed with my phone and Elly called. talked to her for like almost an hour i guess. hung up then. up next. computer. read people's blog and stuffs and here i am. (:

day out (:

2008-08-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

well. i'm going to cut everything short. cause i need to go take my bath then.

woke up at around 9am. got myself ready then mum fetch me to meet up with my friends. then we went sunway. skating. ken supposed to be there by 11am. damn him. around 11.30 he messaged me that he just reached. then he went out with his friend. and i, of course, continue skating. met up with ken at around 1.50pm. went for lunch then movie. DEATH RACE!!! at first i thought that this movie would be kind of scary. but it turned out to be...!!!! damn nice. must watch! me and ken were like fighting in the cinema. well. for some lame reasons like he said i was noisy, snatching my phone and helping me reply message (how kind of him huh), pushing each other's hand off the armrest... well. childish. then the movie ended. i looked around. and i can see that we were actually the youngest among all. cause this movie is actually in the 18sg category. the ticket guy never check and we just went in like that. haha. thanks yeah. after the movie i went to look for my friends and ken went for his hair cut. while i was on the way to meet my friends up... i saw... gangster! (actually our school teachers) lim pek poh spotted me. and as a mannered child, i smiled and called her. then went off. haha. after meeting my friends up then rush to tuition. reached my tuition place late( half an hour before it ends). haha. then went pasar malam jalan jalan with yi han. met up with my mum then went home after dinner(asam laksa! (: ) and here i am! that's all. got to get my ass off now. bye. (: have a nice day

over you

2008-08-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one.
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left.
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far,
was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running.
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you.
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years.
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

she's waiting

2008-08-19T21:43:00.003+08:00

she's waiting for him to message her.
she's waiting for him to say the word to her.
she's waiting for him to talk to her as much as like last time.
she's waiting for him to ask her how was her day.
she's waiting for him to ask her what is she doing now.
she's waiting for him to ask whether she misses him.
she's waiting for him to tell her to study.
she's waiting for him to talk crap with her.
she's waiting for him to give her a smile to warm her heart.
she's waiting for him to ask her to sleep early.
she's waiting for him to say goodnight and sleep well.

the next day...
she waits for the same things again.

tagged by cheok kai cheng

2008-08-19T16:24:00.003+08:00

#1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

stun for a few seconds. tears start rolling down then

#2. if you have a dream to come true, what would it be?

getting things that i can only get in my dreams. (x

#3. what will your dream wedding to be like?

fairytale like?

#4. are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

no...

#5. what's your ideal lover like?

like *him

#6. which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?

both at the same time

#7. how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

if i really love him i could wait forever (:

#8. if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

wait. i think...

#9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

a little i think

#10. is being tagged fun?

not really

#11. how do you see yourself in 10 years time?

much more better

#12. who are currently the most important people to you?

family, friends and (secret)

#13. what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

he's a cockroach

#14. would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

neither

#15. what's the first thing you do every morning?

check my phone

#16. would you give all in a relationship?

depends on who's the guy

#17. if you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

the one who loves me more, the one who care more

#18. what type of friends do you like?

erm...

#19. what type of friends do you dislike?

erm...

happy birthday dude!

2008-08-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

8/16

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS! (:

well. i'm super bored that's why i decided to give you a birthday post as a birthday present. (:
i wonder how many birthday wishes i owe you?
see! what a good friend you have! after so many years i actually still remember you birthday. (x
i was just joking la. (: good luck in your exam and take care.

lame day

2008-08-15T17:33:00.003+08:00

i was not feeling well this morning and i slept through the first two period after recess. then... (i dont really want to mention what happened. you know i know what's going on) (: stayed back to do the backdrop thing for our interact club installation. had fun. i was so so so so so so so lame.

fareen was like: ' jinee, what's wrong with you today??'

i said: ' i drank one whole dozen of carlsberg just now. and i'm drunk now.'

fareen: ' you sure you only took a dozen?' lol.

today. i actually saw something that i wouldn't want to see. sorry that i cant mention it here. secret. *winks

then went home at around four. thanks kai yang for keeping me accompanied. (;

see. i'm actually doing my work. how responsible i am. haha.

life is just... complicated sometimes...

2008-08-15T16:49:00.003+08:00

FRIENDS

the one who still listens to you although its the 100th times you said,

the one you feel comfortable with,

the one who you can lean on,

the one you trust,

the one you share secrets with,

the one who never stab you from the back.

a true friend,

or true friends,

will never leave you.

hell lots of things happened recently. but you know why kath, jia and i are still so happy? because we chose to trust and to be honest. nothing will ever set us apart. i love you girls! <3

absent on monday

2008-08-12T18:11:00.002+08:00

aww. i seem to miss lots of things just because that i was absent on monday. i missed the merdeka celebration. regret regret...
i'm so bored today. that's why i'm here blogging. can anyone just save me out of boredom?
i know my trial exam is just around the corner. but i really don't have the mood to study.
my dear form three friends. DON'T BE AS LAZY AS I AM! work hard for your PMR and good luck. (:

on the other hand, the love and friendship problems are driving me crazy. well. i do seem like i don't really care. i do look happy. but sometimes i do really think of it. i'm just hoping everything will just get over soon. hoping that there will be a smile on everyone. (:

APT Sunway

2008-08-10T15:56:00.004+08:00

i'm now at sunway APT actually. i'm seriously bored to death. the saloon is having a real busy day. and i need to wait and wait and wait and wait for so long just to get a hair cut. now i' m just looking for things to do to pass time.
BORED BORED BORED BORED!
(: have a nice day.

a little girl i was

2008-08-09T15:49:00.003+08:00

a picture of me

when i was young
reminding me of my wonderful childhood time

the happiest time i ever had

nothing to be worried

nothing to be scared

now

i grew up

things are getting complicated

i wished

i never grow up
<3

i know i know

2008-08-07T16:08:00.003+08:00

well. to be honest. i admit that i have not watch the dark knight. stupid wayne kept saying: left out! left out! damn him la.
now the problem is.... who's gonna accompany me to watch? seriously want me to sit alone???
aiyo. fine. when worst really comes to worst then i will. but its still better that someone could accompany you right? haiz. hope some kind people would offer to accompany me. (:
well. i need to head for tuition now. bye

my life

2008-08-06T19:41:00.000+08:00

aww. my phone hardly ring these few days. my life is just: school, sleeping, tv, reference books, novels, magazines... i'm gonna shout: BORING......
trial is coming. well. i think i need to get myself prepared for now. wish me luck..... hahahahahaha. well. i know i am lame....
nothing much. so see you next time (:

sorry e jia...

2008-08-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday jia.

31072008

sorry for posting your birthday post so late. sorry... (:

ate your mnm's?? haha

school on saturday

2008-07-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

awww. i hate going to school on saturday.
*beep* something happened but i cant mention it here.
emo-ed almost the whole day. and played with the sticky notes. wrote all the quotes on it and stuck it at the window. waited for someone. but that person didn't show up at last. kind of disappointed. then............ that's all i think.
lastly, sorry elly

today is 25th of july

2008-07-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

well. nothing really happened today. went school as usual.
we were crazy playing with the sticky notes in class. after school we went ICRS for lunch. actually we are going to mid valley after our lunch. but it was quite late after our lunch. so... called off as elly wished so much. me and elly left ICRS and headed back to school to change. met jonathan and yue vern. just done with my changing then jonathan messaged me and tell me that chao yan wanted to know where am i. and just when i'm replying his message chao yan rang me using jonathan's phone and ask me to meet them outside. she added a word before she hang up: FASTER. i wonder why will chao yan use his phone huh. but that's not the point. the point is, just because of a word 'faster' from chao yan made me and elly walked so fast. WITH OUR HEELS ON. aaron and brandon were behind us. both of them kept kacau kacau and kept asking me to spend them lunch. hey. please la. two RICH boy asking a POOR girl to spend them lunch??
okay. nothing much happened then. went to la salle's installation. fareen said ours must be better than them. elly and i went off earlier because we need to get back to school to get our bags and stuffs and my mum was on the way to school to fetch us home. we walked all the way from la salle's school entrance to the bus stop. its not really far actually. BUT OUR HEELS WERE KILLING US. and....... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. only elly knows what i'm laughing at. sorry elly. i really cant control and i need to LOL.
elly followed me home. her dad came to fetch her then. after that took my shower then followed up with my dinner. messing with my phone then and here i am.
i need to go sleep now. so... GOOD NIGHT. SWEET DREAMS TO EVERYONE

i'm back

2008-07-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

okay. i know i've been leaving this blog aside for a donkey years. anyway, i'm back now. lets start from two weeks back.

11/7 Fri
my bro and i went insane that day. mum asked us to water the plants and we ended up... let the pictures make the talking.

12/7 Sat
went sentosa idol. met my old friends. had breakfast with them in pizza hut. that bitch made amanda damn angry. went kopitiam and had a talk bout HER. haha. went home and had tuition. then went to mid valley. after shopping,, went to bukit jalil to meet up my dad and bro for driving range. and... thats all i think.

13/7 Sun
went cheer 08. had a lot of fun. want to know what really happened there can refer to mang ning's blog. night, had dinner in nikko hotel. the food there is... i still prefer jogoya.

18/7 Fri
LEE CHAO YAN is the one who cause this. she took the key home and she's late for that day. wyane went to look for puan. lim yoke keng, ... ... ..., and ... ... .... after the first period he finally found puan sim to come open the door. so that mean 3b3 students were sitting along the corridor for the WHOLE PERIOD.

elly followed me home. she saw me hitting fruits with a golf club at my backyard. and damn. she recorded it up. her dad came pretty early and she went home around 5. left me alone. but luckily jonathan was accompanying me through sms. if not i'll get bored till death.

20/7 Sun
went to klang bukit tinggi aeon shopping centre today. saw bernice liew and lam bo yi(i dont know his english name) in coincidence.

and thats all i thinks. bye. got to go now

sorry..

2008-05-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

no time to blog. maybe will continue after exam. see you guys then.

friends??

2008-04-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

only true friends meant to me

damn full lar wei... and i got a GUCCI.... paper bag.

2008-04-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

went Jogoya hi-tea today.

ate till damn full.

too many food there.

and also drank red wine, white wine, vodka and all sorts of alcohol drinks. kakaka.

luckily i'm didn't drunk.

today i'm the one who suppose to get a bag. but ended up my mum's the one who got a bag.

they don't have the Roxy back pack that i'm looking for. sob. need to wait till next week for new stock.

my mum bought a Gucci bag.

i did got a bag. a Gucci paper bag. haiz.

nice? taste even better than it looks

drank all these

GUCCI

damn bored while mum's choosing her bag

not mine

mine

31.3 last day of march? or curry day?

2008-04-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

what happened yesterday? probably the whole form 3 will know this as chao yan said.
ejia and i were damn hungry. there's so many variety of food in our canteen. but don't know why we were so bad luck of choosing the curry mee.
jia and chao yan went to get their chopsticks. and as to show my manners i waited for them to get theirs first then only my turn.
who knows chao yan suddenly turned and bump into me and my curry mee poured and kena my hand and chao yan's butt then jia's leg.
by the time when the mee pour three of us screamed so loud.
the whole canteen went quiet in a sudden and everyone were looking at us.
OMG. my hand!!! damn pain lar.
went to steal yi yin's blue tee and changed. *shh.. i ponteng rumah. haha.
after that we went pbsm room to apply medicine.
and we ponteng for 3 period to rest in the pbsm room. xD

since my hand got hurt then i can teman my bi.
he's in the hospital now and having operation tomorrow.
he hurt his hand in the competition last saturday.
sob. T_T
hope you'll get well soon.

the not emo post for today. Xp *also suppose to post on 25.3.2008

2008-03-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

what happened today:

sms-ed with my cousin *who's very poor in english* last night. i found that she improved her english. she used the word 'for sure' in one of her message. wow. bravo to you. not bad huh.
hate science lesson not because i hate science. is because i hate the teacher and the way she teaches. ITS SUPER BORING! but today's science period passed very fast. wanna know why? cause i didn't listen to what teacher said and i was doing my math homework. LOVE math. but not the teacher. wong nyuet fung suxx. the whole class hate her.
KH!!! YAP RIO!! my leng lui teacher. she's nice and all the girl in my class love her. did kerja kayu today. fun!! my favourite thing of kh. haha
OMG! my first time in the blue card for this year, 2008 was written by phang siew fa. i brought my textbook to school every time. but she didnt check. only for today. i didn't bring. sob. that's why kena blue card. T.T all kah chun's fault. hmph! some more still chuan me that he went to lim goh tong's funeral and he got 50 bucks for it. hmph!
tuition part! teacher found out *i think so. and so are the others. even the small kids. oh... poor me. cant tell what they found out. shhh. secret. but all i can tell is that's a big big big serious serious serious matter.
back home. did my lukisan for kh project. and fell asleep.
i think that's all

do you believe in miracles? *suppose to post on 25.3.2008

2008-03-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

as i mentioned in my previous post ' i'm still waiting for miracle'.
today, everything that happened proved to me that miracles exist.
but only sometime.
today, should i be happy? or sad?
you said you wanna be like hui li and tien keat.
you think that's good.
but i don't think so. *sorry hui li
but lastly, no matter what's your decision, I'LL RESPECT

24.3 mood swing day

2008-03-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

today my mood swung up and down.
my classmates can prove that.
my hearts starts aching since i chat with her yesterday night.
once i thought of everything that happened last night the talkative me just turn into a speechless me in a second.
i burst into tears when i tell my friend about this. and i didn't know why.
you said you'll settle everything today.
but i know the way you're going to settle and the conclusion, the ending wouldn't be what as i wish to.
i told you what happened. i helped her. i talk good for her. i'm making myself to lose.
people said i'm stupid.
and i regret for telling you about it. but not because of this.
because once you got to know this.
you talk to me like a different person. you're not you.
i'm was like talking to a stranger.
i regret. but if i don't tell. i'll feel bad.

you're not mine now. but shared to the others.
i'm still waiting for miracle.
hope everything will go smooth as i wish.

mid valley again???

2008-03-16T16:28:00.000+08:00

actually i love sundays.
cause its the day that i can shop the whole day.
but this morning i asked mum...
i asked: where are we going to shop today??
mum answered: mid valley
wth???
mid valley again???
within this one week of school holidays, i went to mid valley thousand times already.
not as much as thousand. just using it to describe that i went there many times.
i shop and shop and shop. until there's nothing for me to see anymore.
that's why i decided to stay at home alone.
and that's why i'm so free to blog now.
i wonder why my mum loves mid valley so much.
she hates sunway, she hates one utama, she hates every single shopping complex in malaysia.
except MID VALLEY.
actually i shouldn't use the word 'hate'.
but she just doesn't like to shop other places except mid valley.
i really don't understand why.
just finished my chinese homework.
i nearly forget about it until ziling called me yesterday.
got to copy 5 articles. teacher said that's our holiday homework.
o my god. please lar teacher.
do we still need to do holiday homework at this age??
don't know what's in she mind.
holiday time, we should use it wisely. holiday is not for us to do homework at home for the whole day long.
if any teacher read this i think they'll think: what kinda theory is this?? from now onwards i must give them more holiday homework to do. hmmp!
then every student will blame on me.
so i'm not going to continue anymore. xD
ciaoz...

14.3 is the day ziling gets older

2008-03-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

lala. xP

actually i wanted to ask her whether its a shirt or dress

looks damn ugly. never mind. i just want to show aaron's retarded face

OMG!!! do i know him???

he's just so busy on the phone

went mid valley to celebrate ziling's birthday.
we're so crazy there today.
i think so if others who saw what we did will wonder whether where do we come from??
TANJUNG RAMBUTAN???
aaron did answered i phone call that called from the movie spiderwick.
actually jared(that boy in the movie) should be the one who pick up this call.
but he was too slow and the phone kept ringing. that's why aaron picked up. lol
and the aunt lucinda(character in the movie) asked her father to bring her along to a fairyland or whatever land is it. then ken help her to tell her dad no need.
eii ken. please lar. you don't want to go never mind. but people want to go le. just let her go lar.
the whole row of us were so noisy in the cinema.
i think someone would probably wanted to slap us and ask us to shut up.
before the movie we went to Carl's Jr for lunch.
when me and nianci were watching the movie clip that aaron show us the others were like nothing to do and kept on kacau me. and made me missed the funniest part. hmmp!
met christopher today. he came with carl wen.*cant believe they know each other
he did really looks more handsome than last time.*chris:happy lar if you read this. lol
and what happened in haagen dazz was really a secret.
only a few of us know.
those who know please don't spread it out.
its really...
met su jean at the bus stop.
she told me lots of ns stuffs.
although it sounds fun.
but i still don't feel like going.
hope i'm not the 'lucky' one.
i think that's all for today as these are all i remember.
and if i remember, i'll post more photos once i got it from ziling

baby mangning's birthday!!!

2008-03-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

went sunway to celebrate mangning's birthday today.
i have not been to the ice rink for months.
but luckily i still know how to skate. xP
i find that there's lots of birthday baby today.
mangning, zhiyen and the guy who kena cake from his friends.
haha.
also made a new friend shawn today.
okay. he's quite friendly.
and he cheered me up when i was emo today cause of something.
also met a cute guy in the ice rink today and also a mushroom. haha.
that's really a mushroom head she had. and she know that i'm laughing at her. xP
she's so bu shuang when she see me laughing everytime.
but who to blame?
her hairstyle is really really funny.
its like a helmet and you can also call it a mushroom.
the ice rink was full with lala today.
really lots and lots of lala.
if you see from up there.
you could probably see a bowl of lala soup(i mean the ice rink).
nothing else special happened.
and that all for today.
THE END. lol
and happy birthday to all the 9/3 birthday baby.

election day

2008-03-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

wow!
today is election day and the traffic is so jam while i was on the way back to hometown.
no matter what's the result.
for me its still the same.
in my world, its still so messed up.

i'm free!!! but don't know what to do...

2008-03-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

finally exam's over.
holidays is here.
confusing...
don't understand why cant you let go. (you know what is it if you're reading)
don't know what's in your mind.
what you told me izit what that you're thinking?
i hope its not.
i really wanna know.
cant sleep well every night.
dark eye circle getting darker... Panda!!!
no appetite everyday.
hope that i'll have a time machine.
i really hope that everything could turn back to the sweet time we had.
can what i hope turn into reality in the next second when i open my eyes?
i hope it really can.
hope you'll read this.
these are all the things in my heart that i wanna say it out.

wat an exhausted day...

2008-03-02T18:38:00.000+08:00

went mid valley today.

watched kungfu dunk.

i know its kinda late cause this movie is showing since chinese new year.

but who cares???

nearly bought a pair of shoes.

too bad. no size.

haiz.

damn tired cause i've been shopping for the whole day.

still got to do revision for tomorrow's geography exam.

sob... T_T

haiz...

2008-03-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

omg!!!
i'm going to fail my exam...
i didnt study this whole day.
why time passed away so fast?
haiz...

you finally admitted

2008-03-01T13:09:00.000+08:00

bullshit lar!

all the thing you said are just bullshit to me!

i dun care!

but atleast you finally admitted. and that's good.

so now i can throw you off my mind and get a new target.

who's 100 times better than you.

you better watch out!

dont think that i'm as weak as you think i am.

i *still love you

2008-02-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

are you still single?
someone told me that you're not.
but you told me that you are.

what is in my mind?
i gave you up and i'm missing you now.
i'm insane.

you broke my heart once and once again.
i cant love you anymore.
i dont want to suffer anymore.
that's the reason why i chose to leave.
i still love you.
but i'm exhausted.
i just want a break.

'i never thought of need you there when i cry'... T.T

first post

2008-02-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

i'm not going to write long in my first post.
exam-ing. argh!!!
study study study...
my top ten position in class is flying away cause i didnt even touch any of my books untill these few days before exam.
goodbye to my top ten. T.T

something's making me confuse recently.
hope everything will be fine when i wake up in the next morning.